Longng for sweet nothingness, descending into the abyss....not afraid, just tired of the sos...wondering how to fall out of the darkness...where's the f.....ing light, gotta be here some where...now where are my faery glasses, left them somewhere, they are sure to set my sights straight..lol...it's a bit winding down here.... pretty musty.....mmmm....maybe someone spilled some old spice down here...where's the clean up crew....did they get lost...lol those guys...you know them & their sense of direction..gonna have to send them a gps that can see in this f..... h.... hole.



I feel so deeply with you

arms entwined

and wrapped

and twisted around again

missed the space before

we met

we sank again

inside ourselves

wonder if we'll

find our place

amidst the space

entangled again

 

 

How can I see you

without

the dance of light

flickering amid

the dark spots

the places

where no one is found

no one is

just

flickering amid

the mud

and dust

and

form

without

a name

to drop

amid the place

of

sight

I'm coming to the end of the road

not sure which way to go

so I'll wait till the doubt leaves

and be

Fall has come quickly

leaves changing & leaving abruptly

Light is shifting too

less light more dark

more in than out

So many changes

so many decisions

time for less than more

when all we have is this moment

A warm safe place with BEAUTY galore

gardens that invite your senses in

visual landscapes beyond words

animals, plants, flowers, trees, rocks

all welcoming you home

delighted you're back

warm cuddly hugs and aromas of bread & tea

soft textures and soothing sounds

chocolate, sounds of the sea,

welcoming me HOME

With LOVE and MORE

descending down

deeper down into the Sea

can u see me

can u feel me

can u be me

in another form

watery energies

intense and calm

and between

guide me

to my safety please

let me be

free to flow

again with glee

Alas I'm home again

with thee

Oh, sweet lady, I shall be leaving your blessed waters soon
I will keep you in my heart & travel there with glee
You have given me hope, beauty, love, healing, energy, peace & joy.
My gratitude, sweet marisea, lady of the gulf

Well that is something I know about up close and personal.  My younger brother is blind and I grew up with him and his journey. I witnessed he having countless surgeries from birth til 6, when he lost his sight completely.

He had/has a very keen mind...and an acute sense of hearing, played music just by hearing a tune.  His intuitive skills were/are keen even if he wasn't totally conscious of that. He also has savant like qualities.

Right before he lost his sight completely his sight was the best in his young life.

I witnessed him forgetting the shapes and colors of the visual world.  I'd have to say being an empath, it felt very disheartening to me.  Missing the visual beauty of the world...and yet, there are other ways to illicit beauty through sound, touch, kinethetic skills....there are many tecno advances now  that allow the visually impaired to interact in ways they could not have in the past.  Same for us in the sighted world.

Perhaps there are folks on Gaia right now that are blind.  

I wondered if he had been raised in a different family what his world might be like now.  For I do feel  your home environment is an integral piece of how you will respond to life.

I saw kids at public school make fun of him because he was blind.  Interestingly,
when he went to a blind school in high school, a boarding school, that's when he became more introverted less connected to others...he went into his shell...The kids of different races had prejudice against one another...stealing etc....wondered how that happened given they could not see.  Must not be due to the color of your skin or is it one of those family/collective memes.

As for me, I would walk around closing my eyes, seeing how well i could manipulate my world....I've done some deep reflecting on this subject. We all have gifts, some come in different shapes, colors, ways of being.  It's acknowledging them.  My brother's blindness lead me to volunteer with folks with many physical challenges....
and each one showed me their inherent gifts....and I was honored to support them in bringing forth those jewels in the rough.

If you are given the right support, I feel blindness came bring out wonderful gifts that having your sight might not.

My inability to be  wholly present with someone.
 
Feeling their energy, rather than hearing their words, feeling an incongruency between the two.

My thoughts racin' , something they say triggers something within me...and I want to share it.

Most definitely Pain or Some Major Symptom in My body taking all my attention.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjqE93oCZn8

Care to join me?

Joie de vivre, the creative spark that won't let go....intense passion for wanting to birth something into being.  Being in nourishing environments, nature, compassionate loving people, beauty. Totally enraptured in the moment and poof the grand design enfolds.

I did a talk once on women's health & creativity & the living link between the two.
When one is passionate, uplifted by whatever you are being/doing creation is at work. When you are not it can wreak havoc on the balance of all your operating systems. When the body is  no longer able to be/do whatever made your heart sing...you crave that spark...that missing link between you and the GRAND DESIGN.

Thus all those creative genuises that can facilitate or cocreate the missing link between you & source is PRICELESS....When 2 or more come together...ah yes,
sweet bliss!

Serenity in the moment, peace, HOME of my Heart/Soul!

 

 

Dark as Light

Glowing in the Midnite

Dreaming left behind

the Sun's light

Take us on a journey

of dark as light

Take us to the depths

of dark as light

Take us to the edge tonite